our conversation

chow says:
icic
khoohuijiuan says:
how ur story la
come on
share with me
chow says:
hahahha
me normal lar
juz got rejected tats all
khoohuijiuan says:
I hope my friends can share everything with me
pls la
chow says:
haha my frens also wants to know my things usually
but i too hardly say
khoohuijiuan says:
i dont like my friends got some secret betweeen with me
chow says:
i usually keep it n solve it n cure
hahah i juz got rejected lar
found out she in a relationship tats all
khoohuijiuan says:
even cant help but at least i know wat was happends
chow says:
tats all
^^
chow says:
no lar
khoohuijiuan says:
ar bo ?
chow says:
another person
u dunno one loo like i dunno ur ex
^^
khoohuijiuan says:
actually my sixth sense told me that u really care about xx
mayb u was fall in love to her
chow says:
i care for all my frens my dear
khoohuijiuan says:
icic
good good
misunderstand
haha
chow says:
haha
khoohuijiuan says:
then ?
juz give up loh
chow says:
yup
khoohuijiuan says:
coz she ald in a relationship
chow says:
my mind can give up but my heart needs time
^^
khoohuijiuan says:
if not u still got the chance but now i think canot
yeayea
tat'y
same with me
love is really difficult right ?
chow says:
haha well its kinda easy for me to let go one
but this time hard abit coz i went too deep
khoohuijiuan says:
had been together ?
chow says:
well for me i usually cant control one even not together
but due to my experience i nvr do so
but this time lost control n went deep
tats y i was so emo
khoohuijiuan says:
AIYOYO
we have the same feeling now
chow says:
u r diff wat u r together one wat
me i am not
khoohuijiuan says:
yea
wait
5 min
chow says:
haha
do not tell anyone about wat i said to u ok
promise me tat
khoohuijiuan says:
SURE sure
promise u
how long u was fall in luv to her?
chow says:
im not sure
2 yrs i think
khoohuijiuan says:
OMG
she know about tat ?
chow says:
but im not sure one lar
she don know
khoohuijiuan says:
not sure ?
wat u mean?
not sure wat ?
chow says:
i juz told her recently i found out i love her
khoohuijiuan says:
then?/
chow says:
u know when there is a time where u already fallen for her but u don realise
tat kind of feelin im having
khoohuijiuan says:
wah
chow says:
one time i sat n think only i realize i fallen for her quite sometime ago
khoohuijiuan says:
already fallen for her but u dont realise
chow says:
got situation like tat
juz like my fren
khoohuijiuan says:
anything make u got tis feeling ?
y u feel like u was fallen for her?
chow says:
i juz do
ill do juz anything for the one ive fallen for
khoohuijiuan says:
oh
chow says:
but no matter already over liao
khoohuijiuan says:
yeayea
single also not bad wat
chow says:
haha
khoohuijiuan says:
have more freedom
chow says:
i hav been single for 8 yrs loo
khoohuijiuan says:
sometime i also use tis excuse for conform myself
chow says:
hhahha
khoohuijiuan says:
8 years oh
chow says:
yup
khoohuijiuan says:
its a quite long time
y dont u try to find a gf?
chow says:
well im not tat kind who go find juz like tat
if don hav feeling or tat feel i wont go for it
all tat yrs i haven found one
but whenever i found it i always loose it
feel like karma
each one i fall for always get a bf while i was pursuing
^^
so i let it flow
well this i have gone through it ill go go through it again
but today i can control more as i wont hurt myself from the last one i encounter
khoohuijiuan says:
great to heard that
chow says:
from my last encounter i hit the punching bag till my knuckle blled
*bleed
on fri nite i had tat urge to do so
khoohuijiuan says:
last encounter
/?
chow says:
but i didnt luckily
khoohuijiuan says:
u mean last 8 years?
chow says:
means my last broken heart
khoohuijiuan says:
oh
chow says:
then i wanted to get rid of the feeling so much
i hit the punching bag wit no protective gear
n bleed
khoohuijiuan says:
i can know that u r really hurt
chow says:
yeah i am
tats y i nvr tell
coz i don wan ppl to worry
n will isolate myself for a time
khoohuijiuan says:
U have to tell
if not u will more suffer in ur heart
r u getting better ?
chow says:
i think so
i feel so i guess
khoohuijiuan says:
good good
chow says:
well i think im kinda stupid in this things so i really nvr wan to bother but dunno y i tend to help others solve this kind of problem but myself i can nvr solve it
khoohuijiuan says:
this is call consultant
haha
normally a consultant cant solve his own problem
chow says:
haha
khoohuijiuan says:
juz like to help others
haha
chow says:
haha