happy journey!!

Copy From Byoki...
20091226 (Saturday) It's a wonderful weekend that 10 of us ride boat to teluk bahang from sunset bistro & hike to pantai kerachut, it's around 1320m from teluk bahang & we spend 1 hour + to reach the beautiful beach... we sang christmas songs lead by famous singer, Celine Dion (on radio) coz Albert keep saying that he have invited Celine Dion to lead us for the song.... haha... then we play different kind of games under the beautiful sunset scene... it's really tiring to run on beach.... but it's really fun... We left Kerachut Beach at around 7pm something, while the sky is getting dark...

We ride boat heading back to Sunset Bistro to have our dinner... Christmas hat was wearing on & a short dance routine of Christmas song was teach by Albert while we were waiting our food & drink to be served... As Albert plan, we will have a short performance later on... but the sky too "kam tong" and "cry" (raining)... we got no choice but have to move inside the bistro, and we are lucky... we found a space which can join 3 tables to fix 10 of us... we eat, sing & play pointing & animal games for the whole night....

And then, Albert suggested that everyone of us write our own wish on a piece of paper and put it into a bottle, then throw it into the sea... even the bottle may still flooding on the sea (coz we didn't fill it with sand, so that it will drop into the sea) but i believe our wishes will still come true~~~

PS/ Special thx to Albert to organised the whole trip and plan a lot of games for us... thx Jia Huey for the colour printed lyrics, thx everyone for passing by carry the radio, thx for the accompany on the wonderful weekend & late christmas~~~
Location: Sunset Bistro & Kerachut Beach

我们的回忆.( I )

12月23号...12楼8号!脚步开始慢慢往屋里踏进,那道气味冲着鼻腔..开始回忆去年的生活.在不知不觉中我们的关系,感情越来越好,每天放工一定到你家报道,从到你家去参观.你教我弹钢琴,去唱k,看戏,宵夜,让我吃到与众不同的佳肴,半夜三四点的点心,凌晨的晨泳...一切一切都在我脑海里打滚.很怀念,很怀念..期待明天你的回来..





us in fish spa..







我们快乐的时光..永远找不到!!





去年的圣诞派对让我又兴奋又悲伤,兴奋的是当跟你们在一起的确很高兴,你们的呵护关心让我难忘;难过的是这次也是我们最后一次的聚会...对不起,我让你们失望了!从现在开始,明天你回来我会慢慢的挽回.因为开始会珍惜你们!谢谢你的圣诞礼物!!chocolate !! i like it!!!!!!muackkkk^^

no idea~~

Without any perception for update...hope going for the movie "Avatar" .Merry x'mas to everybody.24,25,26,27,28,29,30,31..."2010!!!i'm coming !!wait for me yea!!!"

在家的感觉..

感觉很久没有在家的感觉,感觉很久没有早早躺在床上了.今天很想享受这种感觉..　虽然我不喜欢一个人在家,但有人陪伴在家的感觉很爽..虽然一个再看戏,一个在上网,但还是很好,因为不会感到孤独...

water...

i should do tis everyday
Two (02) glasses of water - 30 minutes before meal - Help digestion
One (01) glass of water - After waking up - Helps activate internal organs
One (01) glass of water - Before sleep - To avoid stroke or heart attack
One (01) glass of water - Before taking a bath - Helps lower blood pressure

learn a lesson from u..

Tonight is a indelible night.Even though rarely have the conversation with u in the office coz i just wanna concentrated in my working hour,it's not mean i don't want to talk with you,no mean that i proud,don't want make any complicated. 1st time hang out with u,have been get a good lesson from you.From social intercourse,how to communicate with the client,contractors,boss,tender and so on.Between,have the story for RM80,000 per year,if RM80,000 can make u happy just go ahead, but this is pass already.i don't know which company is that, but like you said...the story is from here start..."cousin was graduated and put all the spirit in his job,finally was just started to fight his target and almost successful in his career,this is the best time to let him find a gf and go for travel,but at this moment suddenly get a report that have to emergency admited in the hospital for the checking.Eventually his friends accompany for the admitting,his friends is waiting outside the wad,after a second a doctor was going out and ask his friends:"is he ur friends??He was pass away..."OMG!!i can't believe it...sure his family will sad.If put effort in the job is good,but if work...will be continue...sleepyyyyyyyyyy

谢谢你。。

西瓜。。。谢谢你昨晚在我去batu ferringgi...虽然去到夜了点，今天做工作有点打瞌睡，但还是很高兴。。。

continuesly.....

Must keep updating the blog for whack out my feeling,if not sure i will become crazy.........Today is a busy day and also is a happy day ^^ I like this song...."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjwqsQnW4vc"

很想找个人大哭一场！！！！！！！！

Had been pass by three days slept less than 5 hours,too much tired in this moment.what type of life i hope to be??i don't think i can satisfied my current life even in my future.Human is being in this world is for suffer?If someone get a lot of $$,i don't think he/she staying in a joyful human life;on the contrary,if someone is being a destitute situation, their life should be a defeat and tough.what i hope?what i need??what i wish???

tat was pass out two tired weekend..

After last weekend quensbay dancing competition organised by Danzity,anticipate can as soon as improve my dancing skill and technic in the prospective days,feel like to see the dancer dancing on the platform and have a good performance.Unfortunately,mandie them was failed in the final,but this is cause their performance not really splendid without Albert and Byoky.After that was rushing back and going for clubbing in mouis,have been long time not going for clubbing,tonight i wanna dance,i wanna drunk,i wanna relax,i wanna high,i wanna fly!!!!!!!!!its make me a crazy night with my new friends,we date again next time for the coming day...
How about this week???Embroil and tired trip,was shopping whole days until both legs pain a lot.Appreciate Ally and her husband bringing us for the trip and treat us the meal.Bought a lot of clothes and spend $$.After back must save save,cannot simply waste the $$.We was driving to genting for gambling. All of us was lose $$....:(

copy from yuko's blog

today free and go in yuko's blog take a look,feel like her life almost same mine,feeling also almost same as me,expecially is this pharagraph:

我没讨厌任何人，我很讨厌自己

以为有人会陪着我过日子，可是在那一瞬间就消失了

孤独还是靠自己过吧

快乐时光真是短暂而已....

好想让自己吃大大大餐噢....来麻醉自己...
让自己开心点吧...

很想睡，但睡不着，怎么办?

我不哭了，很想笑一笑
可是笑得很假噢

照镜子了， 样子很丑呀..不笑很丑噢
我笑不出了....

人人都会听到我笑... "hahaha"
可是, 假或真的笑都没人晓得..........

如果有人真的懂我在想什么，那该多好........

virgo me ..

处女座的女生─拿掉你冷漠的面具
　　处女座的女生要得人缘，最好每天出门前先来个十分钟自信心建立，请练习开口告诉自己：“我已经够完美了。”“每个人都会喜欢我。”“我的魅力在于…”强化并找出你个人认为你最迷人的特点，然后不断的告诉自己“我的魅力在于亲切和善的态度”或是“天生丽质的肌肤”。相信别人也可以感受到你的与众不同！其实你是多情的，需要被疼爱、需要有人接近你、了解你的梦想，请学习散发这样的讯息，因为太理性、自制力太好的你，总给人一种死板、生硬的冷漠印象。
　　偶尔在人前表现出弱者的姿态，让别人明白你的脆弱，不会有人嘲笑你的，暪个人都有弱点，有时太保护自己，越是要表现出十全十美的样子，越是吓走自认为配不上你的追求者，反而得不偿失。没有一个男人不怕啰唆，偏偏处女座的你，对越熟的朋友越啰唆，往往两人才刚交往，处女座的啰唆就把男人吓跑，例如：嫌人家头发太乱，衣服上有绉折，动作太粗鲁，喝汤的声音太大等等。请把啰唆的特性藏起来，以免心上人逃之夭夭。

Slowly use to it in the new office...

i believe i will working here for a long period. this is a good company for me.Not so much stress and the collegues are well-disposed and docile.this is the 1st time i do with contract and project account,quite different with the normal account.Have to know what is the diffrent between servicing purchase,maintenance purchase,contract cost...but anyway i still can handle,luckily helping from Ms Ng and David,luckily Ms Tan accompany for the lunch...thanks u all so much!!

5th & 6th of Dec 2009

Pass by a damn busy weekend coz mum was goin to "su mei dao",so have to stay in the house for help her in anything.
6th~going to bm meet a new friend and a old friend in blogger,there was decorate with the christmas environment.i like there...

很自然

同样的借口，在我心里总不会退流行。
但冲动后终须负责，所以这篇文章终须完成。
有种‘开始了就不能停下来’的精神在我身上流动。
回忆也一般。
我静静地躺在椅上，静静地听着歌，静静地回想。
其实很自然，我想。
我偶尔会想起你，但总忘了你的脸，你的表情。
我的心定是在自我保护，太深刻的痛，它不再去触碰。
然后很自然的，我们之间只剩下回忆。
一切都很自然，一切都很简单。
但别问我为何为了你戴上面具。
因我答不出来为你卸下自然后而得到的关怀该是什么。
所以很自然的，我们越离越远。
开始时是很剧烈的痛，再来会轻些，再轻些。
时间会很自然的把伤口抚平。
还好没夺走回忆，虽然我有那么一段时间不希望你在我记忆里。
还是会寂寞，心说。少了个人来填补属于你的位置。

怎样，还好吧？
=）

不要再向他了好吗？？？？？

为舍么？？真的为舍么？？？第一次为了一个男生如此牺牲。一个人从大遥远乘坐长途巴士到吉隆坡去找他，每次得到的又是舍么？回家的路途都是带着疲劳又伤心又后悔的心情。难道我只想你陪陪下我聊天也会如此的困难？难道你真的那么的累？就算累也可以一边休息一边聊天，说说下你的心事，听听下我的意见吧。开始还以为会跟你到永远。我都不曾闲弃过你没钱，当你在最失落时我也原意陪伴着你。你以为我的感受会真的很好吗？告诉你，我是如此的难受，看着身边的都有男朋友的照顾。现在我终于相信爱情可以让人不顾一切为另一半牺牲。对，你讲得对，我真得太傻了，傻到连我自己都吓倒。原本看到你回来哥哥家住还有机会负和，哪里知道给了你不该给的机会，得到的又是。。。。心痛死我了！！！！！！！！！
真得很痛，前所未有的痛。。。。从那一刻开始就告诉了自己，从今以后不可以再让你伤害我了，但还是不知道自己可以做到吗,因为太爱你了.就从你通知我.."慧娟,你真的很笨,很笨,很傻..."这时才把我从梦里呼唤起来.我知道我们永远都不可能了.回到家就收到你的信息,叫我照顾自己...马上就在电脑前删除了全部有关你的东西,连你的照片也都还给你了,相信你会慢慢在我脑海里消失...到永远,永远....

Ally wedding

tis is hockey..he is nauty but i like him

20th...Ally's wedding

today is Ally's wedding "big day", also is my "big day" period coming...hiak hiak...Driving alone to nibong tebal for the wedding, aftertat we drive to bridge's house at sg. udang, this is my 1st time go to sg udang. At night also attend the wedding dinner with her friends...

Finally back to penang...

Finally, finally, finally back to penang.. Stayed few days in serdang, from thursday til monday. Thursday and friday is a boring day, sleeping like pig, eating like pig, and only know watching movie. This few days also feel sick like hell. Mum and sister was prepare and packing everything for the cousin's wedding. Pity me only stay in the house for helping mum do everything. Very fast the time was pass, is a sunday night, mum them was back and was bring a tired body.

Free parking ticket in gurney.

Actually want go pasar malam with fly, but its raining and go to gurney popular buy smething. Afterthat go outside howker store eat laksa. after finish and go to pay the ticket, we found another ticket is leave on the mechine and try to use the paid ticket.Wah....its really a useful ticket ,it bring us to go out from the parking area..........help us to save the parking fee.

A wonderful night!!

Red Box again, but with a lot of new friends, i like them so much, playful and gentlemen. We sing together, dance together, game together. Until red box close we still sitting there for chatting a while, afterthat we only slowly one by one back to our sweet sweet home. A joyful and tired night, canot wake up for the next day, feel very headache and feel like want to vomit. Really appreaciate hui chin, still call for have dim sum in early in the morning, but didnt join them coz still have some headache, after wake up only follow sister went to find the celcom centre and back to aljeffridean have my lunch with ex collegues.

很想很想。。。

很想拥有属于自己的狗狗，有机会一定会去宠物店逛逛。买一只小狗回家，好让它在家里陪伴着我，当我寂寞时可以陪我，当我不开心时可以逗我开心。

Meaningful Weekend~~2 Days

Tis weekend is busy for help cousin for the HOME DEC-curtain expo. Its located in PISA. Start from the 1st day, everything strange, listen from others and get the knowledge. Luckily the helping from them. When confront the problem will pull someone to solve it. Tis is my 1st experiance working for a expo. Even though the sales only one in the day, but can get the knowledge and experiance. For the second days, get the 5 sales in a day. Had a tired weekend...

accidently ...

Whole day keep myself in the house...blogger... Was see you on line since early in the morning. But even one msg also never sended to me. Finally get ur msg accidently

ABC says:
where r u now?
+JiuAn+ says:
penang
ABC says:
later go dancing?
+JiuAn+ says:
no
today dont want go
juz stay at home
ABC says:
i just come back
do some report
+JiuAn+ says:
oh
ABC says:
today morning until now hold day at out side
just reach
see you why on9
+JiuAn+ says:
i reach pg around 9something
ABC says:
oh
+JiuAn+ says:
on line til now
ABC says:
oh
then eat ler?
+JiuAn+ says:
no
ABC says:
remenber go eat
take care your self
+JiuAn+ says:
yes
i will


Tis is our conversation..."everytime same,never change"

Again ..."u"

The moment from PG 5hours to KL is really boring in the bus. This feeling no nobody will know, only who was travel so far juz the purpose to see her will know. Am i crazy?? Never sacrifice to satisfy someone...if get a good feedback is great,but if ...after bought the pizza and finished it, only sleep sleep sleep. Beside that, after wake up go out and leave me alone in a empty and vain room. He dont know my feeling, how sad i was, he didnt know me. After back sleep again, is this every girl hope ?? Nope!!Nope!!Nope!! Its is cruel, merciless for all the girl. Travel for so far just want accompany u,wanna talk with u, share my heartsick and poignancy with u. All was keep in my heart, no any chance to whack up with u. The sky slowly darker, my heart slowly ache, like heart attact. "Lao gong,Lao gong..wake up ,wake up"...but u still fall in sleep ,never awake. Even want to complaint also dont have the chance...haizzzzz....

The feeling when u hang out with ur friends. Drop me alone in the blank house

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming �bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there�s only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we�ll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
The day you went away
The day you went away
Bridge
Why do we never know what we�ve got �til it�s gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I�ve been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

1st time in my life

Its a raining day, represent my moody. Dont know why, suddenly have the feeling to create my own blog to describe what is my feeling, mood, opinion...Anything stress in my life, especially my job. From the 1st job, from without experiance, from useless then now. Fortunately for the helping, always guild me from the mistake. Thanks you "loo loo". Even though we was seldom keep in touch, but sometime when i working in others place and feel suffer or and things happen to me, 1st person will thinkking of u,is because that u'r the best person in-charge in my life. U teached me a lot and never angry and patient to me. Dont know why, today so miss u ....
Am i wrong, am i choose the best Mr.right in my life?that is u ...Wat i want u to do its really simple. Am i exceed??From the initial, you'r awake me from the sleep. Chat every night til sleepy, you'r my hypnotics, you'r my alarm, you'r my spirit!!! Slowly closer with u, i also dont know myself was fall in love to u. Hope to tell u everythings ,even my happiness or sadness. Only the telecommunication can help our relationship closer and closer, sweet sweet..its because the damm far distance, but i dont care, i dont mind,dont mind every time feel lonely coz i believe u will back in a day. Sadness when saw the couple is eating ,dating,talking...I knew that our relationship will become worse. I realise that this is what i dont want to be happen, but in fact happening in my life.