1st time in my life

Its a raining day, represent my moody. Dont know why, suddenly have the feeling to create my own blog to describe what is my feeling, mood, opinion...Anything stress in my life, especially my job. From the 1st job, from without experiance, from useless then now. Fortunately for the helping, always guild me from the mistake. Thanks you "loo loo". Even though we was seldom keep in touch, but sometime when i working in others place and feel suffer or and things happen to me, 1st person will thinkking of u,is because that u'r the best person in-charge in my life. U teached me a lot and never angry and patient to me. Dont know why, today so miss u ....
Am i wrong, am i choose the best Mr.right in my life?that is u ...Wat i want u to do its really simple. Am i exceed??From the initial, you'r awake me from the sleep. Chat every night til sleepy, you'r my hypnotics, you'r my alarm, you'r my spirit!!! Slowly closer with u, i also dont know myself was fall in love to u. Hope to tell u everythings ,even my happiness or sadness. Only the telecommunication can help our relationship closer and closer, sweet sweet..its because the damm far distance, but i dont care, i dont mind,dont mind every time feel lonely coz i believe u will back in a day. Sadness when saw the couple is eating ,dating,talking...I knew that our relationship will become worse. I realise that this is what i dont want to be happen, but in fact happening in my life.