很想找个人大哭一场！！！！！！！！

Had been pass by three days slept less than 5 hours,too much tired in this moment.what type of life i hope to be??i don't think i can satisfied my current life even in my future.Human is being in this world is for suffer?If someone get a lot of $$,i don't think he/she staying in a joyful human life;on the contrary,if someone is being a destitute situation, their life should be a defeat and tough.what i hope?what i need??what i wish???